Confusion Confusion Confusion..

Poya yow poya..!!

Disclaimer: This is me bitching about everything, precaution necessary.

“thambi final year la?? Enna panna poraan??” this has been the widely asked question to me or my mom or dad after I got into my final year.  Ithu oru nalla kelvi. Do you have any idea about what I can do after my final year?? I will tell you the options I have. No, no.. I will list you those options. First option, I can do is a M.S. at some foreign university. Option two, in that M.S. option I have to choose a country (yeah, there is a lot of choices here) and don’t start on me about how to choose it. Third option is to do a management course abroad athulayum the option of choosing the country (fourth option). Then my fifth and sixth option is to do a Masters in engineering or business administration in India. Seventh option is to get into some masters in design.  Now counting the exams I have to take to get into any one of the options are, GRE, GMAT, TOEFL, IELTS, CAT, MAT, XAT, GATE, CEED, TANCET ithu varaikum enaku therinjathu ivlo than, but there is still more. Another option which shuts up everyone is to get a job through placements.  Another trend which is rather a good thing for the country’s economy is becoming an entrepreneur, for a head brimming with great new ideas this is a great option that too nowadays start-ups can be done easily (on a relative scale! Being on your own after graduation is tough as hell) if you have really good group of friends.

Oh! You do know about these options! Okay, I have to choose just one from this, right??It is easy as writing a TANCET exam appadi thana?? Should make a strong decision and stay by it. Fix a goal and work hard towards it. Do what you like. Hmm choosing one is so easy.., and now reading it all you may think that there are children dying in Africa and India because of hunger, no good medical system, a national election is coming up and have to choose one from corrupt political parties, flood in uttarakhand, rupees hit 60 for a dollar, and lot more other problems and I am bitching about what to do after my final year (you have got a very valid point here). But my ‘career-choosing crisis’ is of major importance in a very small way for the country on the whole (you have to look at it on a bigger picture). I have to do something which satisfies me not what satisfies to you, the people who ask me those questions. It is already tough living in this society with you people but let me choose what I should do. Even if you are rooting for me, thinking only about making my life better, and more of those bullsh*t, please I want my life to be good than any of you. Anyway as always life will find a way, I will choose something to do, aana kekra vaikellam ore baathil “Enna pannalam?? Neengalae sollunglaen!” (Confuse aagurathu namaku puthusa enna?? ;)).

Final year padichutu irukra enkae intha feeling. I pity the people who got through four years of engineering s%*t and still have no idea what to do.

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